Why is it suddenly like the end of the world?

[seraphcelene]

I am tired and going to bed shortly.

I am also sad.

The last few hours were spent updating House of Leaves, which is hosted by kita0610 at ficbitch with my eternal gratitude, with the three meager fics that I wrote last year and a new layout. (I have yet to produce anything this year, thank you for asking and makingmefeelsomuchworse!) As I went through checking links and the link, I was quite stunned to discover how much less fandom there is now. So many sites have disappeared. This last year even I disappeared, buried in the depths of collegiate life. I am itching to write, but can't seem to get anything written. I've got scraps and scraps, and if I can get one more piece finished than I will have written 100 fandom related fic and can retire in peace.

Meanwhile ... I wish that I could write like a house on fire. I wish that I had more time to read fic-ish things.

Okay, done whining.

I'm going to bed.

Happy Tuesday. I miss you guys.

Comments

[kita0610.livejournal.com]

I miss you too. <33

[silvercobwebs.livejournal.com]

It might not help that much I know, but I feel exactly the same about fandom and writing.

We're still here though, and you are missed right back. :)

[lynnenne]

I wish I could write more, too. I have ideas, but no motivation to move on them. :(

[seraphcelene]

I keep picking and noting things and rewriting the same ten sentences. It's annoying and frustrating and so not the business.