You'd think I'd have learned better by now. I am, after all, nearing 30.
It's the timing belt. We are currently looking at $700.00 to repair it. That leaves me with $200.00 to pay the remainder of my bills. That means that I am well and try fucked.
In a complete reversal of my more youthful attitude, I have totally learned to regret. Sucks. I keep thinking that I'll go back to school and finish the degrees I wanted, but I so can't afford it and I totally don't trust that things will work out and I'll be able to pay back all of the loans in the end.
What happened to my fervor? What happened to my ferocity and self-confidence?
I have become a spineless moron. I don't like that.
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Date: 2006-07-11 08:33 pm (UTC)From:In a complete reversal of my more youthful attitude, I have totally learned to regret. Sucks. I keep thinking that I'll go back to school and finish the degrees I wanted, but I so can't afford it and I totally don't trust that things will work out and I'll be able to pay back all of the loans in the end.
What happened to my fervor? What happened to my ferocity and self-confidence?
I have become a spineless moron. I don't like that.