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Happy Memorial Day!
I am going to Vegas, Sin is turning 30. I plan to get incredibly wasted; it's been a difficult two months. For some reason I have a little knot in my belly and I don't know why. I got nervous all of a sudden this morning but I'm not sure what it is I'm supposed to be nervous about. There's no focus for it. Well, if I'm honest it's about The 'Rent. But she would be okay with me going. I know her. I'm usually the only one that made me feel guilty. I can hear the conversation now:
Me: Maybe I shouldn't go.
Her: Why not?
Me: I don't know. I guess I feel weird that I'm goin away and you're here and .. I don't know.
Her: I'm fine. Go. There's no reason for you not to go. You've got the ticket! Why waste it.
I can even see her face. She'd look at me like I'd lost my mind. Looking at me under her eyelashes with her don't be stupid look -- whatever would be the reason for me not to go.
God, I love her.
Okay, but I wasn't going to get all maudlin. I've got to go and get dressed. Got to get to the airport.
Okay!! HAPPY Memorial Day!!!!!
You guys have more fun than you know what to do with. Enjoy the sun and the beer and the pretty boys in board shorts by the pool. Kiss your friends, family and cute strangers at the bars. But be safe and come home with lots of pictures and lots of stories. I plan to!
I am going to Vegas, Sin is turning 30. I plan to get incredibly wasted; it's been a difficult two months. For some reason I have a little knot in my belly and I don't know why. I got nervous all of a sudden this morning but I'm not sure what it is I'm supposed to be nervous about. There's no focus for it. Well, if I'm honest it's about The 'Rent. But she would be okay with me going. I know her. I'm usually the only one that made me feel guilty. I can hear the conversation now:
Me: Maybe I shouldn't go.
Her: Why not?
Me: I don't know. I guess I feel weird that I'm goin away and you're here and .. I don't know.
Her: I'm fine. Go. There's no reason for you not to go. You've got the ticket! Why waste it.
I can even see her face. She'd look at me like I'd lost my mind. Looking at me under her eyelashes with her don't be stupid look -- whatever would be the reason for me not to go.
God, I love her.
Okay, but I wasn't going to get all maudlin. I've got to go and get dressed. Got to get to the airport.
Okay!! HAPPY Memorial Day!!!!!
You guys have more fun than you know what to do with. Enjoy the sun and the beer and the pretty boys in board shorts by the pool. Kiss your friends, family and cute strangers at the bars. But be safe and come home with lots of pictures and lots of stories. I plan to!
