Fear, sometimes it gets the better of us

Hi, kids.

I miss you.

I miss fandom.

Any fandom.

Work is long and I am exhausted.

I want to write, but it's been so long that I'm scared.

That's sad. Cause I miss writing.

I miss it a lot.

What if I'm bad at it. I mean, I was never great, but what if I'm really bad at it, now.

What if it is a thing that I can no longer do?

That's sad.

*sigh*