I am SO easily disturbed. See the the reason that I LOVE movies is the exact same reason why I am such a punk when it comes to scary and bloody movies. I have the most ridiculously over active imagination. My brothers watch these movies and their reaction is usually, damn that was some fucked up shit. My response is, okay, great, I'm going to have Thoughts all day and night. I Always have to watch a cartoon or a comedy right after a horror film if it's late and too close to bedtime. I just imagine all the awful things that happened happening in real life. It also doesn't help that I'm blind as a bat, so I see shadows and because I don't know what it is, my brain makes up all kinds of crazy interesting thing. My TV and nightstand, lately, have been a man standing against my bedroom wall. It sucks. I have to sleep with a nightlight just so I don't freak myself out when I wake up in the night.
I wish I had that I could do that. Watch something and just think oh, stupid. And laugh. But. Can't. Oh, Hellraiser was another one of those. I saw the second Hellraiser at a slumber party and I have been haunted by images of that MAN WITHOUT SKIN ever since.
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Date: 2006-10-27 06:06 pm (UTC)From:I wish I had that I could do that. Watch something and just think oh, stupid. And laugh. But. Can't. Oh, Hellraiser was another one of those. I saw the second Hellraiser at a slumber party and I have been haunted by images of that MAN WITHOUT SKIN ever since.